we are at the hands of the nature ?yes , but how ? we arent free to select our ways? the ways are limited? our knowledge is incomplete? what our perception of God? hows the picture o fGod in our imaginations? being nahalism is the flaw of God or ours? I myself belieive that ther is no end for us ? we are creatures who can build and rebuild . seek and discover, construct and reconstruct, touch and detatch. and we are alive.
I want to give my own opinion. God has created you and anyone free and with the right to chioce your way of life. but. Let me give you an example you want to do a wortk you have two ways each one has its own advanterous if you go one way it may be include your good job and your marriage in the age of 29 but if you select another way it includes you death at this age with an accident. you just select the way but what happens in this way is not on you God gives you this fate. So instead think about how to select the best way tat do not make you penitent. Good Luck